out of reach

out of reach

Kristen Renee

Ileftmyheartinwesteros

Heaven Is A Place On Earth With You.

I Dont Know Why I Came. I Should&Amp;Rsquo;Ve Just Stayed With Nicks Parents, And I Would&Amp;Rsquo;Ve Had A Car To Borrow. Whereas Here Nick And His Friend Are Just Ignoring Me, And Talking Over Me. I&Amp;Rsquo;M Always Left Alone, Or Talked Over, Or Pushed To The

Not Happy At All Today. This Is Fucking Crap.

Today Has Been The Worst,And I Feel Alone. Nick Is Way Across Town With His Friends Having A Blast, My In Laws Are Asleep, And My Grandfather Wants Nothing To Do With My Mother. So I&Amp;Rsquo;M Here With My Family Even Though I Want To Be On The Other Side

After 2012 My Grandfather Doesn&Amp;Rsquo;T Want Anything To Do With My Mother Or Kalee. Which I Understand Completely. I Was About To Cut My Mother Out Of My Life For Good Then If She Went Through With Her Abominable Lies. Honestly I Don&Amp;Rsquo;T Even Want

I Just Feel So Alone, I Can&Amp;Rsquo;T Bear This At All. I&Amp;Rsquo;M Not Mentally Or Emotionally Capable To Handle This At All. I Just Want To Run Away And Leave And Never Come Back And I Can&Amp;Rsquo;T Because Once Again, I&Amp;Rsquo;M Dependent On Other People

I&Amp;Rsquo;M Scared All This Is Going To Make Me Bad Again.it&Amp;Rsquo;S Just As Triggering As It Was Two Years Ago. I Don&Amp;Rsquo;T Want To Feel Bad Again.

I Got To See My Uncle Today For The First Time In Three Years :&Amp;Rsquo;)He&Amp;Rsquo;S My Best Buddy. I Got To See Rachael Again Too, Im So Glad To Have Them And Be Here With Them

I Type Out Whole Paragraphs Of What&Amp;Rsquo;S Bothering Me And Never Post It Because I Delete It All. I Delete It All Because There&Amp;Rsquo;S No Point And I Wish Everything Would Be Okay And Better And I Wish I Could Sleep. Dear God I Wish I Could Sleep.

One Day I’ll Find Peace

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